Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with intense pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a